I think someone is reading this who shouldn't, so I'm going to clear some matters up. When I said a few weeks ago that I was thinking about Cody a lot, I meant it in a REGRETFUL, LOOKING-BACK kind of way, NOT a REALITY kind of way. Capiche? Yes, I'm sad. Yes, I think a lot about what might have been and why I did the things I did, etc. A lot. But I DO NOT think that Cody and I have a future. Haven't thought that for about a year now. I ain't stupid, though I know I do a very good imitation sometimes. Let's just do this one more time; I think about what MIGHT have been but ISN'T GOING TO BE. Thanks. I hope everyone understands that.

I mean, I'm MOVING to THAILAND, for shit's sake.